The Reason Why..

"Teach me how to be sad, because each time i feel like crying i laugh instead..."

"I always hide my tears behind my smile.."

"I'm strong enough not to be sad.."

"I try to be crazy fun outside, so that no one would notice how sad i am inside.."


That just sad...To cry is okay...to be sad is fine,,,to be frustrated is normal...nobody is strong enough to not to be sad..keep it too long and one day you'll explode and you will hurt people around you, people who care about you...so just cry,

Sarawak OTW

Assalamualaikum....

It has been a while since the last update...hehe...see the tittle up there,,,yes i'm on my way to go to Sarawak,,,to further my study in degree...

Ok back to malay...haha...having a hard time to find the right grammer n spelling...hahahha,,,please don't hate me....I'm good at speaking,,but bad at writing...hahaha...(too much laughing..=.=)

ok..ok..back to business..study kat sarawak da satu hal..pas2 dapat la course yg aku x penah belajar...Ijazah Sarjana Muda Ekonomi dan Kepujian(ekonomi antarabangsa)...basic in economy pun aku xde,,,huhu,,have to struggle a little bit..after about 6-7 years taking science as my major subjects now change to economy because i find it's hard to learn science.....i have to memorize all the facts and i'm not that good in memorizing facts haha...i've notice this problem quite a long time ago but i still try to learn it but i just can't..i'm not giving up but being realistic,this is my future...but after a little talk from my friend...she said that learning economy is not that hard...and i'm very good at numbers,,,especially money..hehe....i'm going to fly there maybe on 30th or 31st of august..my registration is on 1st of september...can't wait to meet Abah's foster family there...hehe...

So guys, wish me luck ok...and i wish u all out there yg nk gi sambung study or tngh study 2 all the best... :)

P/S: haha...bahasa rojak da kau gune nie,,hehe..sori..DON'T HATE ME!!!... T_T(desperate sngt ke aku nie..hahahahhahah..mengarut...)

Matriculation Life: My Room(B1-4-2)

Some picture of my room...Blok B1 ,Aras 4, Bilik 2

These pictures were taken on my last day at KMM...

This is what my room door looks like...Yeah I know...not so beautiful huh?? but u have to cover it up...and it is a must to cover it up...this door has been in this situation from beginning...

This is where i always hang out..clearing my head..talking on the phone..this place is next to my room..that's why i always hang out here

This is my room..on the right, is my study desk...in the middle, is where u hang your clothes(ampaian)

So....next to your study desk is your bed...yeah...all made of wood...

This is the cupboard..no,it is not that big...it just 2 cupboards joined together...can't be separated..nailed together

not all the rooms look the same though...but same floor,,have the same furniture and same arrangement... for example first floor, the bed is made up of metal and on my floor the bed is made up of wood(the bed okay...not the mattress..the mattresses are all the same)...but mostly the beds are made up of wood...

not all rooms have mats...i just got lucky..hehe..owh one more thing, my room has wall fans...but some rooms have ceiling fan...it won't be hot and if, you are not allowed to bring desk fan...u can bring it secretly,, but i'm afraid that it would cause the whole floor to be black out or worst,,the whole block..then it wont be so secret anymore...

The toilet n bathroom??? it's fine..on my floor though..but some floor, the walls are covered by 'lumut'...heee..so if u got the opportunity to study here...erm...i guess if u have the will to study 24/7..then go! if u just think that matrik is gonna be easy...then u guessed it wrong my friend,,,but I have a very..very..very..very good time here..meeting good friends, good teachers, having good memory here...it is hard to say goodbye....^_^

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lame rasenye ida yazmin x meng-update blog...so ari nie ida yazmin rase nk update blog,,sbb ade sorg hambe Allah nie,,tny ade pape yg baru psl blog ida yazmin nie ke???so ari nie ida yazmin nk menceritakan ape yg berlaku pade hari ini n hari2 sebelumnye.....

cerita bermula pade tahun 2013,,pade tarikh 6 April bersamaan hari rabu.....opppppp....sblm 2,,perasan x knp ida yazmin tulis name penuh..instead of IDA @ MIN...sbb hambe Allah yg same nie jugak la,,suke sngt agaknye msg ida yazmin gune name penuh....knp nk berlatih nanti akad nikah takut slh...HAHAHAHA...okay2..back to business...sampai mane ek tadi...bace balik...bace balik...oh..pade 6 april bersamaan hari rabu...wait,,,wait,,wait...nie taun bile 6 april ari rabu nie....ari sabtu daaa.....ok bersamaan ngan ari sabtu,,, blok ida yazmin ade wat dinner....nothing much happen...mkn2,,persembahan,,nothing special happened on that day...dinner abis lebey kurang dlm pukul 1.30...kms2 dewan,,amek gamba...sampai bilik hampir pukul 2....smbhyg Isyak,,,pas2 tido....pukul 6.30 room mate kejut,,solat subuh,,pas2 sambung tido balik,,,sampai pukul 2 tngh hari...hahahaha...bkn slalu tau ida yazmin bngn pukul 2....kekadang je...heeeeeee...pas2, hari2 dilalui mcm biase...

kemudian pade 11 April 2013,,,besamaan hari Khamis(hari post ini dicipta),,,ida yazmin telah di suntik vaksin HPV secare percume...ini merupakan suntikan pertama,,ade lagi 2 suntikan yg ida yazmin kene dapatkan....suntikan yg dikenekan x la sakit mane,,,mcm kene gigit semut je(SERIOUSLY)...xde mende la....tp selepas beberape jam suntikan itu mule memberikan kesan,,seperti bengkak, tangan rase lenguh, sengal2 kat kwsn suntikan...dan paling best skali,,,bile kawan yg x tau tertepuk kat bahagian suntikan(kekadang yg tau pun sengaje tepuk tngn kite)...OH SERONOKNYE!!!..mase 2 hny kesabaran saje yg mampu utk hilangkan rase sakit...nak tido pun x bole nk lasak2 sngt sbb sakit...x bole nk mengiring sebelah kiri(klau kidal die suntik sebelah kanan).....tido penuh dengan kesopanan dan kesusilaan...(_ _")..tp wat mase nie,,,masih belum ade org yg tertepuk or sengaje tepuk tngn ida yazmin,,nk tido pun okay lagi,,just sengal2 kat bhgian suntikan 2 je...oh just to inform that if any serious symptoms occur within "i don't know how long"...make sure you see doctor immediatly!!...any other symptoms that may occur, all will be inform in the brochure...

akhir kata...perasan x betape sengalnye ida yazmin skarang nie...haha...ngarut je lebey...anyway..bubye...

Dream...

weeeeeeee.......nie da masuk kali ke 3 sy nampak awk dlm mimpi sy...haha...tp mimpi yg kejap2 je....
ooooppppp.....wait, wait, wait......just mimpi je kot....sy x penah nk anggap mimpi 2 ptande yg awk lah org nye...hehehe....mungkin belum tibe masenye utk saye wat conclusion mcm 2...heee..mimpi 2 just permain tido je...hiburan semase kite tido...klau betul la................................................ntah la wak,,,lantak la,,,kite ikut je flow...hehehe....

P/S: ape yg aku ngarrrrrrrrrut nie....haha...oh,,,i think i should change my blog title from 'a story of a girl' to 'a story of a girl, who told a story of a boy'....hahaha...

Less Than Three....

Argh!! tau x sy rindu kat awk sngt2???? pnt la klau slalu mcm ni. bkn pnt physically tp emotionally. emosi pun bole penat tu x klau slalu rindu je. agak sedey gak mase awk x msg sy balik ari 2. sy tunggu awk sampai pukul 2 lebey. tp awk trtidow. tp x tau knp sy x mrh awk. mungkin sbb sy susah nk marah org yg sy syg, x pun sbb sy terbayang muke awk tido...hahaha..comey la...(blushing jap..hahaha  XD )....hmmmmm,,,tp yg penting awk da minta maap.. anyway, sorry sbb pow awk choki2...hehehe...skali skale nk ngade2(mcm da slalu je...haha)...

Wind ~('.'~) (~'.')~

seronok amik angin mlm kat luar..sejuk, nyaman da menyegarkan(nie klau die tau nie ade yg kene mrh kjp lagi(_ _") hehehe...try la...tp jgn lame2 sngt...nanti bole demam...skarang nie(mase tngh compose new post) pukul 12 tngh mlm...just nk buat quick new post about what happened today before i go to sleep(feeling sleepy right now actually)

ari ni Min bgn pg mcm biase...pukul 7...hehehe(wlpn alarm phone bunyi pukul 6.30),,,mandi, solat, bersiap2 tok ke klas yg bermula pd pukul 8 pagi...ari ni kelam kabut skit sbb Min x gosok tudung lagi...nasib baik baju x yh gosok sbb bj 2 x nampak kedut sngt..siap2 makeup, pakai tudung, wangi2 skit, tngk jam pukul 8....argh..da lmbt....OMO!!!da la pagi 2 ade quiz physics....nasib bek da study mlm tadi... msk klas tngk cikgu br sampai..ok la 2....x de la lmbt sngt...memule cikgu revise balik pasal chapter 19 about 30 min,then the quiz had started at 8.30 and ended at 9.00....alhamdulillah,,,bole jawab...soalan senang je....pas2 kemahiran dinamika,,,cikgu buat pop quiz,,,kumpulan yg menang x yh buat pembentangan for the next chapter...and guess what?? my group won...JYEAH!!!...>o<.....terlepas dr buat pembentangan,, n full marks for my group...hehe....pas2 jalani hidup mcm biase,,,kuliah chemist and math then tutorial bio, rehat....balik bilik study jap, sbb lps rehat ade PI4LO(trial physics)...

muke2 tngh khusyuk study sblm msk lab..hehehe

tmpt: makmal fizik 1(tingkat 4), Kompleks Makmal, Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka

Dari hujung: Aniq, Luqman, Lee, Nina, Nadia, Sarah, Nisa, Daya, Dilla, Hani

Tngh berbincang: Yurdiyana & Izzah

Trial dijalankan selama 1 jam,,,dan 30 min bincang jwpn.....alhamdulliah bole jwb...markah: 33 out of 40....hehe...seriously ckp sem 2 punye physic lagi senang dari sem 1....bkn physics je,,,chemist pown...tp math agak susah skit,,,mungkin sbb adab blaja x dijage,,,mcm mane ilmu nk msk,,,

k la,,,stakat 2 je post tok ari nie...kate nak buat quick post...tp da trslow plak...hehe...k guys, jmp dlm mimpi k...night nk tido...gud luck in life guys....luv ya'll

P/S: sorry klau pic low quality...hp murah je.....n sorry klau tajuk x de kene mengene ngan post ari nie..hehe

Hate....

Sumpah saya cakap, saya x suke bile awk bangkitkan name die. Setiap kali saya brcakap ngan awk, knp mesti sebut name die?? saya x SUKE dan saya BENCI!!!!!! Bkn benci kat die tp kat diri sndiri... tlg la, lepas nie sy x nk dengar lagi name die...bia sy sendiri yg tanggung masalah ni, bia saye je yg selesaikan... saye nk mase 2 awk ngan sy je, xde org lain.....

sori klau sy demanding sngt.....tp tolong paham...

Miss You

Klau rindu,, sy cube tngk pic awk....tp pic awak wat sy lagi rindu kat awk....

Klau rindu,, sy cube call awk...tp suare awk buat saya lagi rindu kat awk....

Klau rindu,, saya cube bayangkan awk...tp bayangan awak buat saya lagi rindu kat awk....

saya slalu stalk fb awk...hehehe...tp fb awk buat sy rase lg rindu kat awk,,nk ckp ngan awk dpn2,, nk tngk muke awk dpn2..tp bile pike2 balik knp sy rindu???sy bkn milik awk,, awk pown bkn milik saya.... satu je sbb knp sy rindu kt awk.......sebabnye.......

AWK ADE HUTANG NGAN SAYE 10 SEN!!! BILE NAK BAYAR HAAAAA!!!?????

hahahahahahaha.......

MOOD: ting tong..... o.O

Ku bahagia

There's a person who hates to see me cry. That's why whenever i feel sad, that person will make me feel better again...so, i'm not planning to lose that person. ^.^