Me and Wide Shawl

Loving this shawl

I never thought I would see myself wearing such long and wide shawl and I love what I've see. This "style" came when I accidentally borrowed this shawl from my friend last Friday.

My friends and I were going out that day. So that day i feel like wearing something nice and cute. When I want to wear something like that I get a little paranoid about it. So I tried at least 3 different clothes to be sure what to wear and then have to match it with a lot of shawls or tudung bawal. In the end I find my "perfect" clothes(actually in the end I just wear whatever I want because I'm just too lazy to think about it anymore) but I still can't decide what shawl should I wear so I just put on whatever I have and I am not happy with it.

And with all that picking time, I'm late already. So I just finished everything of with my all-time make up routine, put some foundation on my face and draw eyeliner on my eye(I don't like to wear heavy make-up since I have a sensitive skin that is prone to get pimple if I put a lot of cosmetic on) and get it over with. But still, I hate what I wear. I must change something. To change my clothes it will take a long time so I decided to change my shawl. 

Since I don't feel like wearing any of my shawls, I went to my friend room and borrowed one of her shawl. It is already late so I just pick any shawl that I think will match with my clothes. All of her shawls were folded so I don't know how big it was until I open it. So I pick this one shawl and go to the mirror and put it on. As I open the folded shawl I notice that the shawl was wide and long. At first I was thinking about changing to another shawl but I don't have time to do so. So I just wear the shawl the same style I would apply on any of my shawls. 

The style that i always wear with shawls.
when I wear shawl I like it to be 'labuh'

The shawl was very long, even longer than the t shirt that I’m wearing but I look decent and nice (and cute too..hehe) although I’m wearing it with skinny jeans..hehe.. So I change the style a little bit so the shawl wouldn't seem too long but still longer than any shawl that I usually wear. I became attached to it when I have to attend an Islamic program(I don’t have the picture of me wearing the shawl that night). I wear it with my jubbah and let the shawl be as long as it can. I love the way I look.

See?? How long the shawl is.. It even covers up the whole t shirt that I'm wearing
With my friends at Pantai Pasir Panjang, Santubong, Sarawak

I am in love with long and wide shawl. I love how it covers up my chest area, how decent I look when I wear it and on top of it I feel secure when I’m wearing it. Since I don’t have this type of shawl I plan to buy some later. After I wear this shawl I don’t feel like wearing any of my tudung bawal anymore. But I right now I don’t have a choice but to wear it, but I wear it in the way that it cover up my chest area. Cover up the area where it should be covered.  I bet if girls wear wide shawl they will look beautiful. Try it first and then you decide……
Right now I try to change the way I dress. I might have a little hiccup on the way to be better. After all I am a normal human being that make mistake..


P/S: When to think of it, maybe it because of the video I saw in YouTube about the way how Malaysian women wear their hijab. Sangat terasa..haha.. If I found that video again I will post it here..

Missing Home

huhuhu..aku nk balik melaka... T_T aku rindu rumah, aku rindu mak aku, aku rindu abah aku..aku rindu meow aku..aku nk balik melaka,,,nk jalan2 kat melaka..nk mkn macam2 bile da sampai melaka nanti.. aku nk jumpe kawan2 aku..wei korng..x rindu aku ke?? huhuhu..

Skarang ni tngh minggu exam. Minggu exam ok bkan study week. Aku masih mengadap lappy. Tak de mood nk study. Mood study please la datang. Mulai dari ari ni lagi 12 hari untuk aku balik.. Tak sabarnye nk balik.

nk balik..nk balik..nk balik..argh..nk jumpe si gemok 2..hehe..tp x tau la bole ke x utk aku mengadap die nanti lepas ape yg trjadi antara kami..haha..hihi..huhu.. da xde bende nk cakap lagi.. mengarut je lebih sbb da lame sangat x bukak blog ni n buat entry mengarut2 mcm ni..haha..bubye semua.. ^_^

The Reason Why..

"Teach me how to be sad, because each time i feel like crying i laugh instead..."

"I always hide my tears behind my smile.."

"I'm strong enough not to be sad.."

"I try to be crazy fun outside, so that no one would notice how sad i am inside.."


That just sad...To cry is okay...to be sad is fine,,,to be frustrated is normal...nobody is strong enough to not to be sad..keep it too long and one day you'll explode and you will hurt people around you, people who care about you...so just cry,

Sarawak OTW

Assalamualaikum....

It has been a while since the last update...hehe...see the tittle up there,,,yes i'm on my way to go to Sarawak,,,to further my study in degree...

Ok back to malay...haha...having a hard time to find the right grammer n spelling...hahahha,,,please don't hate me....I'm good at speaking,,but bad at writing...hahaha...(too much laughing..=.=)

ok..ok..back to business..study kat sarawak da satu hal..pas2 dapat la course yg aku x penah belajar...Ijazah Sarjana Muda Ekonomi dan Kepujian(ekonomi antarabangsa)...basic in economy pun aku xde,,,huhu,,have to struggle a little bit..after about 6-7 years taking science as my major subjects now change to economy because i find it's hard to learn science.....i have to memorize all the facts and i'm not that good in memorizing facts haha...i've notice this problem quite a long time ago but i still try to learn it but i just can't..i'm not giving up but being realistic,this is my future...but after a little talk from my friend...she said that learning economy is not that hard...and i'm very good at numbers,,,especially money..hehe....i'm going to fly there maybe on 30th or 31st of august..my registration is on 1st of september...can't wait to meet Abah's foster family there...hehe...

So guys, wish me luck ok...and i wish u all out there yg nk gi sambung study or tngh study 2 all the best... :)

P/S: haha...bahasa rojak da kau gune nie,,hehe..sori..DON'T HATE ME!!!... T_T(desperate sngt ke aku nie..hahahahhahah..mengarut...)

Matriculation Life: My Room(B1-4-2)

Some picture of my room...Blok B1 ,Aras 4, Bilik 2

These pictures were taken on my last day at KMM...

This is what my room door looks like...Yeah I know...not so beautiful huh?? but u have to cover it up...and it is a must to cover it up...this door has been in this situation from beginning...

This is where i always hang out..clearing my head..talking on the phone..this place is next to my room..that's why i always hang out here

This is my room..on the right, is my study desk...in the middle, is where u hang your clothes(ampaian)

So....next to your study desk is your bed...yeah...all made of wood...

This is the cupboard..no,it is not that big...it just 2 cupboards joined together...can't be separated..nailed together

not all the rooms look the same though...but same floor,,have the same furniture and same arrangement... for example first floor, the bed is made up of metal and on my floor the bed is made up of wood(the bed okay...not the mattress..the mattresses are all the same)...but mostly the beds are made up of wood...

not all rooms have mats...i just got lucky..hehe..owh one more thing, my room has wall fans...but some rooms have ceiling fan...it won't be hot and if, you are not allowed to bring desk fan...u can bring it secretly,, but i'm afraid that it would cause the whole floor to be black out or worst,,the whole block..then it wont be so secret anymore...

The toilet n bathroom??? it's fine..on my floor though..but some floor, the walls are covered by 'lumut'...heee..so if u got the opportunity to study here...erm...i guess if u have the will to study 24/7..then go! if u just think that matrik is gonna be easy...then u guessed it wrong my friend,,,but I have a very..very..very..very good time here..meeting good friends, good teachers, having good memory here...it is hard to say goodbye....^_^

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lame rasenye ida yazmin x meng-update blog...so ari nie ida yazmin rase nk update blog,,sbb ade sorg hambe Allah nie,,tny ade pape yg baru psl blog ida yazmin nie ke???so ari nie ida yazmin nk menceritakan ape yg berlaku pade hari ini n hari2 sebelumnye.....

cerita bermula pade tahun 2013,,pade tarikh 6 April bersamaan hari rabu.....opppppp....sblm 2,,perasan x knp ida yazmin tulis name penuh..instead of IDA @ MIN...sbb hambe Allah yg same nie jugak la,,suke sngt agaknye msg ida yazmin gune name penuh....knp nk berlatih nanti akad nikah takut slh...HAHAHAHA...okay2..back to business...sampai mane ek tadi...bace balik...bace balik...oh..pade 6 april bersamaan hari rabu...wait,,,wait,,wait...nie taun bile 6 april ari rabu nie....ari sabtu daaa.....ok bersamaan ngan ari sabtu,,, blok ida yazmin ade wat dinner....nothing much happen...mkn2,,persembahan,,nothing special happened on that day...dinner abis lebey kurang dlm pukul 1.30...kms2 dewan,,amek gamba...sampai bilik hampir pukul 2....smbhyg Isyak,,,pas2 tido....pukul 6.30 room mate kejut,,solat subuh,,pas2 sambung tido balik,,,sampai pukul 2 tngh hari...hahahaha...bkn slalu tau ida yazmin bngn pukul 2....kekadang je...heeeeeee...pas2, hari2 dilalui mcm biase...

kemudian pade 11 April 2013,,,besamaan hari Khamis(hari post ini dicipta),,,ida yazmin telah di suntik vaksin HPV secare percume...ini merupakan suntikan pertama,,ade lagi 2 suntikan yg ida yazmin kene dapatkan....suntikan yg dikenekan x la sakit mane,,,mcm kene gigit semut je(SERIOUSLY)...xde mende la....tp selepas beberape jam suntikan itu mule memberikan kesan,,seperti bengkak, tangan rase lenguh, sengal2 kat kwsn suntikan...dan paling best skali,,,bile kawan yg x tau tertepuk kat bahagian suntikan(kekadang yg tau pun sengaje tepuk tngn kite)...OH SERONOKNYE!!!..mase 2 hny kesabaran saje yg mampu utk hilangkan rase sakit...nak tido pun x bole nk lasak2 sngt sbb sakit...x bole nk mengiring sebelah kiri(klau kidal die suntik sebelah kanan).....tido penuh dengan kesopanan dan kesusilaan...(_ _")..tp wat mase nie,,,masih belum ade org yg tertepuk or sengaje tepuk tngn ida yazmin,,nk tido pun okay lagi,,just sengal2 kat bhgian suntikan 2 je...oh just to inform that if any serious symptoms occur within "i don't know how long"...make sure you see doctor immediatly!!...any other symptoms that may occur, all will be inform in the brochure...

akhir kata...perasan x betape sengalnye ida yazmin skarang nie...haha...ngarut je lebey...anyway..bubye...

Dream...

weeeeeeee.......nie da masuk kali ke 3 sy nampak awk dlm mimpi sy...haha...tp mimpi yg kejap2 je....
ooooppppp.....wait, wait, wait......just mimpi je kot....sy x penah nk anggap mimpi 2 ptande yg awk lah org nye...hehehe....mungkin belum tibe masenye utk saye wat conclusion mcm 2...heee..mimpi 2 just permain tido je...hiburan semase kite tido...klau betul la................................................ntah la wak,,,lantak la,,,kite ikut je flow...hehehe....

P/S: ape yg aku ngarrrrrrrrrut nie....haha...oh,,,i think i should change my blog title from 'a story of a girl' to 'a story of a girl, who told a story of a boy'....hahaha...